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"I know...where I go...I won't see her" |
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I pace- trying not to feel alone. Along these sidelines, standing in the flow, sitting with no home.
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| Sadly, It's Actually Only Her and This Metaphor |
[Sat, 07/5/08 @ 3:35] |
Imagining that my blanket is you - pressed along the inside path of my thighs, softly brushing my lonely skin when I curve and grip you closer - I'm absolutely naked under here.
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[Sat, 07/5/08 @ 2:04] |
I went to Warped last weekend and had an amazing time.
I got reaaaalllyy sunburned there though.
( The original sunburn )
Tonight it started peeling. I got a chunk of skin as big as my thumb. But it ended up getting squished smaller cause I played with it. haha.
( The peelings :) )
I got one of those spray paint stencils on my boob and now it's way whiter but only you can only see like a third of it. has your sunburns ever peeled twice then stayed white? or any way to get rid of the tan lines?
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[Sat, 07/5/08 @ 8:41] |
I REALLY hate it when people laugh at you or disagree with you vehemently about a point, yet are unable to explain their reasons for doing so. I wouldn't mind the argument, as long as you can explain it. It's no good just saying: "I don't like that" and giving your reason as "It's bollocks", for example. It wouldn't stand up in court. Having said that, I don't mind it when people admit that they don't like something just because they don't like it; it's when they then try to say it's shit just BECAUSE they don't like it.
Er, you get me?!
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[Sat, 07/5/08 @ 0:21] |
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Even your own family will not always love you. Death threats scare me. I am back in the hole.
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| Oh you know...the normal rantings |
[Fri, 07/4/08 @ 23:49] |
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- I hate people who say they totally hate drama, and never ever start it. Yet they do. - I hate when girls in class act so effing dumb and "innocent" just to suck up to the teacher/student teacher. Just stop. We all know what fake bitches you are.
- I hate how sometimes I feel like if I left this planet nobody would really give much of a care. - I hate how I don't seem that impressionable.
- I hate how this one kid liked me at the end of last school year. Yet he knew he had a gf who in fact was moving to Inidiana and he thought flirting with me was okay. I wouldn't have none of it though. Cause I don't roll like that. - I hate how this year he started hugging me and flirting with me a lot more while his gf was still in Indiana. And he called her his soulmate. Then he got mad at me when I told him it had to stop, it's just not right. God. How stupid does he think I am??!
-I hate girls who CAKE on make-up. Uhm...sorry to break it to ya but you're not making yourself look any better. You just look more and more like a clown.
-I hate being obsessed with the Jonas Brothers. I'm going to be a junior in highschool. I don't know how but I fell in love with their music. Sounds pathetic, I know. And I get quite a lot of crap with it. But it seems like ever since I saw them perform live, my life has been a lot brighter.
- I hate how I'm just hoping that someday soon I'll fall in love.
- I hate hate hate myspace. I wasted so much time on there. And almost everyone only cares about how many friends they have or if their picture shows enough cleavage. Get over yourselves.
- I hate the girl who set my relationship with my ex-bestfriend off track.
-I hate thinking about things I don't want too.
-I hate being so shy! And how people in class sometimes think I'm stuck up cause I don't talk much. I'm just really shy!!! I've been that way since the 3rd grade and I dunno why. Though I have no trouble giving speeches in front of the class.
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| accents. |
[Sat, 07/5/08 @ 0:37] |
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MGMT - Destrokk | Scrobbled by Last.fm |
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What does an American accent sound like to everyone who doesn't have one? I've always wondered this.
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[Sat, 07/5/08 @ 0:24] |
i worry he'll wonder why. 'til it hurts he never asked...
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| today i realized |
[Sat, 07/5/08 @ 0:16] |
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it's better just to do it and have everything crash down on you later than not to do it and wonder for hours, days, years.... what really would've happened if you did.
regrets suck. i want to have as few as possible.
i'd rather regret doing something than not doing something.
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| Treated Like a Child |
[Fri, 07/4/08 @ 22:22] |
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I hate how, even though I am almost 19 years old, my family still treats me like a child in some aspects. They exclude me from conversations and tell me to shut up when I try to give input. They tell me that my reasoning doesn't make any sense and then won't listen to me explain myself because they say I'm just trying to "prove I'm right." Then they wanna constantly ask me for my opinion and ask me for advice but when I offer it of my own accord they accuse me of being bossy and a control freak.
If any of this is actually true, I only learned from the best.
>_>
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[Fri, 07/4/08 @ 22:29] |
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I really fucking hate reality dating shows. That shit never works out. Fucking stupid.
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[Fri, 07/4/08 @ 20:22] |
Tomorrow, leaving; won't see mom for another 5 months. This is sad.
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| update on my throat |
[Fri, 07/4/08 @ 19:56] |
ok, so you may remember this post from a week and 1/2 ago.
the morning after i posted, i went to the ear nose & throat doctor for him to take a look.
( cut for length... and a gross picture )
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| July 4, 2008 |
[Fri, 07/4/08 @ 21:14] |
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Bursting fireworks why do people get their kicks from blowing up things?
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| 7/4/08 |
[Fri, 07/4/08 @ 20:04] |
Lately I have be- come obsessed with Jeremy Irons. I'm sorry.
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[Fri, 07/4/08 @ 20:12] |
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The Ruins |
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I have a horror movie fetish; I wonder how I got like this?
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[Fri, 07/4/08 @ 18:07] |
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I'm eating a dark chocolate fudgesicle. It is yummy.
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| July 4, 2008 |
[Fri, 07/4/08 @ 20:01] |
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Where has all the rum gone? It's in the cake I made today, mwa ha ha.
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